♥

MOVED!

2010-09-13T21:14:00.002+08:00

I've moved to wordpress.com because I wanna try out something new!
My older posts have all been imported over so in fact its just a small change.

You can spam my tagboard here all you want because most likely i won't be reading anymore. Haha.

My new URL will be ... LOOANDLOO.wordpress.com! Hahahaha! Isn't it cute and catchy?
Lol! Please update!

With lots of love,
LooLoo! ♥

Love

2010-09-12T10:35:00.002+08:00

Last night was the finalists competing in the Lion Dance competition at Taka!
It was absolutely splendid! Went down town with my Dear and he was so engrossed in helping em' that i actually had my dinner alone at the basement. Not blaming him for it anyway. Haha.

After my dinner I went to Orchard Central to find XL while my Dear spectated the performance of other lion dance troupes at Taka. A thousand thanks to XL for your companion or else I'll be so spiritless, roaming round town like an idiot. Hahaha! Sounds exaggerating. Muacks!

& my Dear's supporting team, Long Tian won the champion! *cheers* Hahahaha!

signing off, bye!

Deprived of peace

2010-09-11T13:34:00.004+08:00

I seriously find people who whine all day long over an unexpected minor issue absolutely intolerant!
It's not like you fucking whine and pester others, time can be reversed and even so, you still unable to foresee the occurrence. Where's your mother fucking brain? Grrrr.

Enough of my rant.
She's seriously testing my patience.

A sunny day

2010-09-10T10:04:00.003+08:00

Flown kites with XY, XL, YL and CAM yesterday, at a park right beside Jurong Point!
Had fantastic day with em'!
Spent most of our time untangling the intertwined strings.
Hahahaha! Both entanglements were caused by ME! My pleasure! LOL! Camilla's gonna kill me! WOOOTS.
It truly shows that I cannot handle complex items such as STRINGS. HAHAHA! I'm sorry.
Great thanks to you girls for all the effort to untangle! :)

Had our dinner at LAILAI(come come) Casual dining at Jurong Point.
I missed out the main course as I was having some financial problem, whoa sounds so major. Haha, ordered Red Bean riceballs and Green MilkTea instead. It was considerably expensive with their quality and quantity. Sigh.
Changed my mind and decided not to buy Ipod Shuffle, so spent all of my $80 at Watsons!
Yay! Felt so damn relieved without having to thrift. Hahaha!

Didn't manage to meet my Dear afterwhich because It was late and considering the time I reached his place, he would have gotten home already. I miss him! :(

All in all, I had spent a fruitful and happy day with you girls yesterday. & I look forward for more outings together for closer relationship among us! Yays Muacks!
*cheers!*

Signing off, bye!

Personal Taste!

2010-09-07T22:37:00.006+08:00

Lee Min-Ho! *Screams!*

Compromise

2010-09-05T22:16:00.003+08:00

Girls' night at XL's house last night with Camilla and XY!
Was playing mahjong, watching variety shows on tv, eating macdonalds and chit-chatting to kill time.
Miracles do happen. Yeah.
My own prediction came true. Whoa! I'm like a god or what! Hahaha! I'm just trying to flatter myself.

Didn't get any sleep the whole night, managed to catch some sleep for about 2hours in the morning.
Weirdly, throughout the day I was wide awake, why?

Gloomily, had a big fight with my Dear. My precious XL and Camilla rushed down hastily upon hearing my cry for help. Love them to the maximum! Quite a major issue between my Dear and I, but still been able to solve and compromise afterwards. I love him forever!

Signing off, Goodbye!

♥

2010-09-03T22:25:00.004+08:00

September holiday is just about to arrive!
Hoooray! It's just another auspicious moment for some revision other than enjoyment, to prepare ourselves for the coming exams.
I was so eager about the holidays that I painted my nails pink straight away i got home. HAHA!

Today, accompanied my girls to Lot1 and TL finally got her nose-pierced! She had been yearning for this since last week or so. After that, got home for lunch and my Dear came to find me in the evening. went lot1 again and heart to heart talk till around 9pm, & he sent me home.
Yeay! ♥♥♥

Tomorrow, I'll be going out with Fishy!
First to Jurong Point but next still unknown, have yet to decide.
:)

Signing off, goodbye!

2010-09-01T23:33:00.008+08:00

Yesterday,
Sakura buffet with my dearest sisters! Gobbled down gargantuan amount of salmon and steamed dory fish! It tasted just so heavenly that I couldn't resist the temptation for more and more servings! (Finished 2.5 plates of salmon and 2 plates of dory fishES)
I love fish!

After the buffet, we slacked at a near-by HDB's stairway to relieve our bloated stomach as we camwhored.
Proceeded to XL's house for Mahjong! A pity that TL couldn't join us. :(
Camilla totally went insane. I swear! She was so comical and bubbly. Mad cute please!
Meanwhile, my lovely Dear came all the way from Lot1 just to look for me (touched), sad that he had to leave shortly, so i sent him off. :( Fish went off too before my Dear.
Left with Camilla, XL and I. We decided to learn the dance steps of 美人计's chorus, sang by Jolin.
& slowly we got the hang of it, after practising for like a million times? HAHA!
My dad drove Camilla and I home after which.

Today,
Travelled to Johor B. with my Dear, his sister, his mom and his mom's friend!
Shopped at JB City Square! There were so many stuff I ought to buy but I couldn't afford! God damn it! I swear I'll return for another massive shopping again!
We had lunch at Old town white coffee, tea break @ Macdonald's and KFC for dinner! I'm sure that I'm putting on a lot of weight today! Diet plan starts tomorrow! :(
Back to Singapore & went to my Dear's house for some movies as my Dad drove me home again at night!

I had so much fun this few days! = I have been consuming so much fattening food recently! = I am growing horizontally in size!

* cheers! *

2010-08-29T23:08:00.005+08:00

It have been ages ever since i post on my true thoughts here.
It requires lots and lots of courage i have yet to pick up, in order to actually spill the beans.
So isn't this something really worth reading? Hahaha! Okay, I'm just kidding.

Let's get serious about this okay.

Regarding my friendship and relationship.
Oh my god.

Firstly, I hate to be stucked in between a decision over going out with my Love or my friends. I fucking hate it. Please don't ever ever drown me with questions like, which I'll prefer when you jolly well knew the answer.
If my friends refuse to respect my decision and whine, I have no promise that I will keep my cool. I repeat, the first person who asked me out will only be prioritized. However exceptional cases like an important and formal event or whatsoever should be prioritized, apparently.

Next, if you ever came to notice, I strongly disagree and avoid to go out with my Dear and my friends at the same time. The reason behind this is because I will be in dilemma again! I will be so freaking stucked in between as I really hope to split myself to entertain both sides. But it is impossible to cling both of them in my arms and walk leisurely around you see. The probablity of them getting really unreasonable or upset with me is exceptionally high. I am self-aware that I get distracted very easily by my Dear boy. Do you know my pain?

*sigh*
I guess in the meantime, only my Dear understand me the best.
No offense, i suppose so.

I love my Dear and my sisters.

The love for my Dear is undescribable as my passion and affection to him is so strong that I can't live without him. He is my lover and I love him forever.

The love for my sisters is more than a friend of course. Our sistership will last forever. Without supports and sharings from/with my sisters I can't live either.

But the love is different.

CHEERS!

2010-08-28T09:20:00.003+08:00

LOLLI 5 has reunited!
YAY! My Laopo is back!
We'll never be disbanded ever again! :D
SISTERS FOREVER! Love love love!

The band of five consists of Me, Looloo, Baby Fishy, Laopo XL, Camilla Sweet heart and TL DarDar!
& consistently there must be the five of us only! Muacks!
& no one should ever break the conhesiveness of us. Teeheees!

Signing off with love, bye!

Happy Day!

2010-08-27T17:16:00.004+08:00

Okay, Yo! My Dear is at my house now, sleeping soundly. Haha!
Gonna have dinner with my dear and I'll be visiting his house tonight and most likely my Dad will be driving me home safely.
Skipped the Elementary Maths remedial lesson today as my Dear claimed that today's lesson will be repeated, because most of em' didn't turn up yesterday.
Instead, my Dear came to my house and i cooked lunch for him.
:)

Extremely enthusiastic about the coming Tuesday! Having a buffet for lunch at Keat Hong's Sakura immediately after school with my SISTERS! Oh yes! :) :) :)
And our diet plan was extended another month after the buffet! HAHAHA! Sounds like our last meal isn't it? Haha!

Signing off, bye!

Miracles

2010-08-26T19:14:00.003+08:00

I had attended elementary maths remedial with Mdm Ong after school today!
Haha! I've started to love my additional maths teacher a whole lot! She's so mad adorable, dramatic and humorous! Hahahahaha! Her lesson is always full of laughter and high.

After which, I accompanied my Dear for lunch in the school's cafeteria and a mad hilarious basketball match with Zhi Guang and Chun Ho. Hahahahahaha! I just can't stop laughing, oh god. HAHAHAHA!
Next, at around 4pm, was home to change and met them @ Lot1 again. Brought my playing cards and gambled at Food Junction till 6pm and my Dear sent me home!
Muacks! Love you!

A minor wound

2010-08-25T10:29:00.007+08:00

A song is a story.
A love song is a love story.
My eyes were welling up with tears the very first time I heard this song.
So emotional.

小伤口 by Jolin Tsai/ 蔡依林

出发点总是好的你终于离开了
为我好这点我懂得
不必再争取了你不该我的

多给一个理由一个借口也是多余的
你的每个拥抱每个亲吻全都是冷的
说真的没什么都几岁了谁没分手过
我不会感到挫折舍不得放手才烦人

*这点小伤口很快就愈合
留下浅浅疤痕当做纪念多幽默
只是小伤口那又为什么
随时碰就随时痛

多给一个理由一个借口也是多余的
你的每个拥抱每个亲吻全都是冷的
说真的没什么都几岁了谁没分手过
我不会感到挫折舍不得放手才烦人

*这点小伤口很快就愈合
留下浅浅疤痕当做纪念多幽默
只是小伤口那又为什么
随时碰就随时痛

*这点小伤口多久会愈合
那么疯狂的爱两败俱伤多寂寞
只是小伤口时间包扎我
你不需要担心我

只是小伤口时间包扎我
我想念你给的痛

Because of you

2010-08-24T22:37:00.002+08:00

Well, no school tomorrow.
I will wake up at 8am every morning during weekends. So does it makes any difference? No actually. Hahaha!

Checking exam scripts in school today.
After school, was home to change and met my Dear at Lot1.
Guess what?
We were so sleepy and bored that we sat Bus67 all the way to geylang and fro by train (first time travelling in circle-line!). Our purpose was to sleep on the bus!
Cool?
That bus journey was approximately 2 hours.
I seriously love sleeping on bus with my Dear because of his loving broad shoulder and the swaying movement in the bus is like a sleeping pill to me.

Sent my Dear home today! Yeay!

I love today!

Laugh Out Loud

2010-08-21T23:15:00.004+08:00

My Dear's new hairstyle is totally unacceptable for school- over stylish. He was then ticked off by his super naggy mom, so he might consider to shave off his hair and become a chubby monk tomorrow. Hahaha! So cute! I guess I'm gonna laugh the whole week if he really did. Hahahahaha!

Had an awesome day with Fishy and DarDar!
After shopping @ IKEA we went to Jurong Point. Hahaha! I love today!
I don't want to be alone at home so i went to Fishy's house. It's freaky this month when you're isolated. Lol. Okay, call me a scary cat if you want. Hehe. Helped Fishy to temporary perm her hair, but failed. Hahahahaha! But I still think that she looks so gorgeous with permed hair. Lol.
& my precious daddy drove me home at 10pm! Yay.

My Dear was absolutely sweet and super caring towards me today. Omg. My heart's melting~ Love him so much, omg! HEHEHE! *blush*

Signing off, bye!

Pleased

2010-08-21T09:18:00.002+08:00

My schedule for today!

In the afternoon, my Dear husband will find me at my place and I'll accompany him to get a hair cut at Lot1. After that he'll be going for his Lion-Dance training & ...

I'll be meeting my sisters! Hehehe! We will be going to Ikea @ Alexandra! Hahahaha. It have been a long time ever since I went Ikea without my parents.
Yeeepee!

Signing off now.
Boi boi.

Admire

2010-08-20T16:22:00.004+08:00

Okay, I've decided to drop my Mother Tongue Language after a deep thought this morning.
I hate Chinese, that's absolutely true. So I shan't waste my time with chinese characters anymore. Further more, my mom feels that retaking is unnecessary. She felt that it's a waste of time. So i shall also respect her decision.

So, It's a win-win! Hahaha!

My Dear is at my house sleeping right now. Had lunch with him earlier at 302 coffee shop. Yeah! Our initial plan was to eat Chicken rice at Bukit Timah. But due to some personal reasons, it was cancelled. So, Yeah.
Happy One Year and One Month to us!
I love him forever!

Priority

2010-08-19T12:38:00.005+08:00

Okay, here am i waiting for my husband and updating my almost-dead blog.
Alright, revision week so I didn't have the time to switch on my laptop. Ok, Its more to being afraid that I will go out of hand.

Tough papers like Elementary Maths had startled me. This was the very first time i felt so demoralised after finishing and realising that I was actually below the expectations for 'O' Level Maths. I'm dead sure I'm not ready yet. Gonna work harder I swear. A lesson learnt, never be over-confident.

Another thing, uhh. Dissatisfactions with my O Level Chinese grade. Its just less than 5 marks to get an A1. I even glanced through my percentage and it was 73 or 74! WTH! Mr Neo urged me to retake. He feels that I have yet to boost my potential to score an A1. I'm in dilemma. I'm afraid that if i did not, I might regret in future, stuck in situation like I will fail my 'O' level science or maths or combined humanities that my L1R5 went 20 over points. One resolution, jump off the building. Yes i will ok. Hais, so should i give it another try? I'm also afraid that it will lessen my focus on English. My English sucks to the core man.
I need useful advices.

This Saturday going Ikea with Fish and my Dar! Exhilarated! Yeay.

Signing off. Bye.

HAPPY day!

2010-08-15T10:03:00.004+08:00

Out with my husband yesterday!

In the afternoon, accompanied my birthday boy for training and in the evening, went for buffet at CCK Sakura! Sang Happy Birthday song for him with a few little desserts! :-*
We ate so damn fast that we went off after an hour. Mad bloated!

Went back to Limbang's temple to find his Lion Dance buddies.
Then we sat one of his buddy's van to Bukit Timah for pool at around 10pm! :D

Hahaha.

After that, my Dear Dear sent me home with a cab while the others went for supper. I reached home at around 11 30pm. I was so damn afraid of encountering any spirits as this period of time is Hungry Ghost Festival, I pleaded my Dad down at our void-deck to fetch me home. LOL!

I'm scared! :(

:) :) :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOY!

2010-08-14T10:10:00.002+08:00

:) Today is my Dear dear's Birthday!
Tonight going to celebrate his birthday! Haha! Buffet again! <3

Hahaha, this damn month i have been going to buffet twice already, today will be the third time.
I'm growing horizontally! Oh my god. I swear after this meal I will go for an intensive diet for the rest of my life. Hahaha! :)

Love him to the maximum! :-*

Good night

2010-08-09T00:59:00.003+08:00

Haha. Guess I've became a night owl.
Seriously, i hate to sleep. I feel that its a waste of time, even though studies had proven that sleeping is so damn essential and important to our brain cells to retain our memories and crap. I don't give a damn. Even if i am falling senile. At least I have been cherishing my time for being awake right? Haha! Whatever man, so optimistic.

Alright, Its 1 am now, so its yesterday.
Yeah, yesterday was high. Down town, Marina Bay with my Dear boy.
Afternoon went for English Tuition at Jurong, did comprehension again.

In the evening, homed to dress up. Travelled by train to Raffles Place and strolled hand in hand with my Dear to Marina Square.
Dined at Carls Jr. It was our first time there and it was so damn tasty! Even though its categorized as Fast Food but i can assure you that it'll be the best fast food on Earth I'd ever tasted. Ultimate yummy! :-)
However, its so mad fattening. Oh my god. How am I gonna lose weight if this continues? Just ate Mac Spicy on Saturday & fast food again.
Buck up Loo! *shake myself*

All in all, we had fun throughout. Till 10 30pm, he sent me home!
I love him forever! :-* Hehehe! Muacks!

Unwanted

2010-08-07T11:34:00.002+08:00

Gonna accompany my Dear to his Lion Dance training this afternoon!
:) Yeah!

Sensitivity

2010-08-06T12:39:00.005+08:00

Yesterday, night study.
Finished my Add maths homework. *cheers*

Today,
National Day Celebration in School bored me. I guess its because I totally have no sense of belonging to Singapore. Probably that sense will return after another overseas trip. Hahaha!
Well, early in the morning having disputes with my Dear over a damn minor issue (just because he was in an extreme sleepy mood and became hot headed -.- ) and yeah, spoilt my lovely morning. Obviously by now I have recovered. I'm not that petty yeah. Hehehe!
In future, I should really try to understand him well enough and accept his flaws, instead of being such a demanding girlfriend.

Alright,
I wanna rant about our school's 4th level GIRLS TOILET.
It's so fucking frustrating. I'm disgusted not because I am LOO or whatever. It's because I am the frequent user and I can even define myself as a Toilet patron to stand out for this bothersome issue.
From recent observation, I seriously fucking don't understand why GIRLS EXCEPTIONALLY LOVE TO STEP ON THE LOO SEAT AND SQUAT TO PEE/SHIT nowadays?!

Even if the toilet seat is stained with menses blood, urine or shit, can't you kindly wipe them off with the toilet paper or ask the Toilet Cleaner for help!!!? It ain't as filthy and unhygienic as your momma fucking SHOE right!!! IMAGINE IF YOU HAD STEPPED ON A COCKROACH, LIZARD, BIRD SHIT OR WHATEVER on the ground earlier, and there you are, stepping on the LOO SEAT peeing like a man. Have you ever considered what will happen next?! WHAT IF the next pathetic girl who hurried into the toilet and innocently sat on it???!!! DON'T YOU FUCKING HAVE ANY SENSE OF GUILT!? DO you have common sense to even thought of that? NO! Where the fuck is your brain man?! Please, you have direct contact with the loo seat when you're pee-ing. So what's the loo seat for, if you deliberately don't SIT and yet you STAND ON IT? Madness.

Ironically there's one cubicle with a squat toilet and they DON'T use them. I really don't understand this, is it fucking haunted or what? Probably they enjoy peeing at heights. WTF man. Go and change your byebye and be a man then. Look how egoistic and absurb girls can be nowdays. Grrrrrr.

*Breathe in~ Breathe out~*

Simplicity

2010-08-01T09:57:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was another lovely day for me.
In the afternoon, my Dear boy's Lion Dance Training was cancelled, he came to my house.
He was too lazy to go out for a walk. So stayed at my place the whole afternoon using my laptop, taking a nap and we even tickle each other. Hahahahahahaha!
In the evening, I have to go to my Grandma's house for dinner and my Dear sent me there!
Yay! I love him so much. :-*

Today, down Town with my Fishy and Cam! It have been so long ever since we went out together. A pity that TL can't join us today. Hymp.

Unable to meet my Dear today. :'( I miss him.

Supernatural

2010-07-31T10:01:00.008+08:00

I'd never ever wanted to clarify the existence of god and ghost to myself.
So i won't take actions to pray even my unluckiest day came. I trust my own feelings. Not reliant to those kinda unrealistic praying and begging the unearthly god for avail. Sounds stupid? No?

Yesterday proved what I'd seen earlier wasn't my hallucination.
I remember posting about my Scouts and Guides Camp last year, when i encountered a few ghostly figures in the School's Indoor Sports Hall. It was during our night activity at 10pm, where we guides and the scouts were grouped into two teams and we each had our territories. Our aim was to invade into another group's territory to collect as many hidden ice-cream sticks as possible, without getting caught. Our team's strategy was to trick our enemies into believing that we were from the same team & we had forgotten the password, so they'll dumbly reveal their password to us. Successfully, we crept into their territory from the 4th level, switching off all the lights to avoid being noticed. Others were mostly at the second level while me and my buddy went to the first level. We slowly hid ourselves in the Indoor Sports Hall when our team's strategy was exposed. In that dusky hall with only green lights of the exit sign, my dear buddy was so intimidated that she ran across the hall towards the exit and left me all alone in the middle of the hall, following behind her. Suddenly, i turned and i saw a/a few greyish shadows at the stairs. I was so panic stricken but i just couldn't lift my feet run...........

Yesterday after Night Study, I was with my Dear and his brothers outside school gate, accompanying Joshua to wait for his father to drive him home. So while waiting, an indian lady was closing our school gate and my Dear and his gang tried to disturb her, intending to frighten her about ghosts in our school. Then she casually replied, "Aiya, all school also have one lah!" I was stunned. I immediately threw numerous questions and questions to her regarding the existence of ghost in our school, and where she had encountered too. Initially she was extremely reluctant to reveal as she don't want to frighten us. After wasting so much of my breath, she was finally convinced to reveal a little. She mumbled, "Yeah, at the volley ball area...that area..." She claimed that she had also seen many shadows at the Indoor Sports Hall area.

It totally matches with what i had encountered earlier too! This is no joke, I swear. Its up to you to believe.
Awwwww. I'm so scared.

Hungry Ghost Festival is just round the corner and i wonder, how lucky will I be to encounter the next...

Sweet

2010-07-31T00:22:00.003+08:00

Okay, this will be a short and random post. first, I am posting this junk with my shitty phone and i am going to bed very soon.

Yesterday,
K-box session with xl and ended up singing alone as she left as early as 4pm. I sung till 5.30pm.
I felt so lonely having to face that big screen to sing alone.
However I still enjoyed myself, sang at the top of my voice without concerning any listeners' precious ears. LOL. It felt like I was having a Concert. Hahahaha.
Met my dear after that & slacked at lamsoon.

My dear sent me home! Yay. I love him forever! :-*

闪闪惹人爱

2010-07-24T23:20:00.005+08:00

K box & Baking session with XL today!

K BOX!
Hahaha! Sung for 5 hours and it was amazing that I didn't lose my voice or go out of tune man.
Practice makes perfect right? Probably at the end of this month I can just go yelling & screaming consecutively for 5 hours. Who knows man!? Hahaha.

My Dear husband's Mom prepared a dessert, "Qing Teng" and my Dear came all the way to Lot1 just to pass me when he was supposed to stop at Limbang for Lion Dance Training. I was so damn touched! I love him so much so much, oh my god!

M&M cookies!
It tasted so heavenly. Afterall it was the most tasty cookies we ever baked together!
It was so long ago ever since we had baking session together. Haha, fond memories.

I had so much fun today! Yeay!

Exhilaration

2010-07-24T10:49:00.005+08:00

Maximum fun and happiness with my Sisters and my Love yesterday!

Kbox with sisters:
Haha! Damn high. Especially while singing a few emotional song, thanks to Camilla, brought that sad song alive. HAHAHA! Just kidding! Sung quite a number of oldies. Brought back fond memories of my childhood. Haha!

Dinner with my Dear @ Lot1's NewYorkNY to celebrate our belated anniversary!
Yay! Superb!
Mouth watering Calamari for appetizer, main course for my dear boy was mozarella chicken chop with fries whereas, mine was sizzling hot plate steak and chicken combo. Delicious to the max I tell you. If you missed it you'll regret for life. Hahaha just kidding! Just regret for a moment okay? Lol.

Giant BANANA SPLIT for dessert! Mad bloated, we wasted half of it! Hahaha!
The bill was superb too, guess what? $98+ Hahaha! Worth it man!
Baby paid the bill and sent me home! Am I the happiest girl on Earth? Yesssssssss! :)

I love him to the maximum! Muack! :-*

My true thoughts

2010-07-23T09:07:00.011+08:00

It's time to face my true thoughts instead of always reminding myself that I am not disgusted and I SHOULD NOT be disgusted with anyone without their own style & originality. As in always imitating others' certain style and plagiarizer.

First, Inspiration from popular styles is inevitable and its different from what I am referring to now. I truly meant copy cats.

Next, People invent their lines for their own personal style of words or probably for commercial use. Plagiarizer selfishly took them for granted. They used them to impress their readers WITHOUT crediting at all ! WTF? You'll definitely be sorry if that line was copy-righted. Fucking idiots.

Well, targeting people without self consciousness. If you don't have sucha big head, why bother to wear sucha a big hat?
You don't even fit to wear it.
Trust me, you won't look fashionable with that exquisite hat and you'll turn out to be a laughingstock.

Macdonalds

2010-07-21T19:18:00.006+08:00

Oh god, had Mac for lunch with my Dear @ my place and didn't expect the delivery meal to be so fucking expensive!
Two freaking meals costed me a bomb! $17.15! Hahaha! Argh, blame myself to be unaware of the time. :( Totally forgotten about the time range for Mac Value Lunch.
The bills with Mac Value Lunch are fucking mad cheaper than without!

After that person jotted down all my particulars and orders through the phone, the shock came. She cheerily informed me, "Total amount will be seventeen dollars and fifteeeen cents, cash or credit?"
And i was like damn miserable, "HUH? SEVENTEEN AH? Oh okay lor.... , CASH. :'( "

Hymp! :(
No more macdonalds for me ever again. BROKE! No money lah! Grrr.

I've learnt my lesson.

My love journey

2010-07-20T21:07:00.006+08:00

1st Anniversary with my Love!

Mad happy and high today. Hahaha!
Had a heart to heart talk session with my Dear after school today.
Sat Bus172 to and fro for like one and a half hours?
There's this saying, "Truth hurts." So i can't expect perfection in both of us right? Hahaha.
Its time to make some amendments in me from now on.

I have faith in him. I love him forever!

Immaturity

2010-07-18T09:15:00.005+08:00

Yesterday,
down town with my Dear just to pass his sister that thirty bucks, which was quite stupid. They had some plans initially to cheat their mom, having buffet at town or something.
Untold.

Well, went to Boon Lay after that to send my Dear off to his lion dance while I shopped at Jurong Point. Just a couple of minutes, my Dear called up. He said I could actually accompany him to his Lion Dance today. So I rushed down and tagged along. It was at Jurong West and It was an organization's 35th Birthday. Big event.
Homed at around 10 30PM.

This afternoon,
my Dear will be coming to my house for some cookery. Fish & Chips and Doughnuts today?
Anticipating!

2 more days and it'll be our 1st year anniversary! Oh yes! I love him so much!

Chef Loo

2010-07-15T21:19:00.006+08:00

Haha!
I have prepared numerous meals for my Dear recently. Food makes my Dear happy! Like wise, I have great passion for cookery. Playing around with different flavors is so mad fascinating to me. Haha.

Today, cooked black pepper chicken kebab for my Dear. He claimed that it was yummy. However, on a scale of 10, I'll give myself only an average, 5. Haha. Probably someone was right to say that, "Hunger makes all edible food goes WOW". Oh yeah.

I love you so much baby!

Activities for today's PE session was totally absurb and a waste of time. Sprint, jumping jacks, stupid moves, still sprint. Irksome. Thank goodness after which we had a few rounds of floor-ball game.

Afterall, today is still a happy day.

:)
5 more days! Loves!

Oh yeah.

2010-07-13T22:30:00.003+08:00

Didn't online yesterday.
So updating my blog now.

Today after timed practice went to Lot1 with my Dear for some snacks.
Hahaha! Cherrily chit-chat with my Dear throughout.
Then he came to my house to surf the net while i started preparing my potato salad for my Dear and sisters.
To be specific, its actually mesh-potato with egg mayo. Hahahaha! It tasted so blend and yucky. Can i choose not bring them to school tomorrow? :C

Argh, so sorry to disappoint everyone.

2010-07-10T09:09:00.011+08:00

Yesterday's Night Study was a bit of chatting and revising.
Had a great time after all!
Was chatting about supernatural activities regarding the taoism's ritual with my Dear and his gang. Hahaha!

Had so much laughters and chills.

:)

Why should i accept your hostility?

Whisper

2010-07-08T18:32:00.008+08:00

12 more days to our 1st Year ANNIVERSARY!
I'm on edge to celebrate that significant day with my dear boy!
*high*

Today, cooked hokkien mee for my Dear! I'm just like his wife, cooking for my husband. Hahaha okay, fiancee.
Initially he was darn famished & insisted that he can finish the whole packet of yellow noodles + vermicelli + chicken meat + prawns + bean sprout + Taiwan sausages + meat ball then i just cook.

BOOMZ!
It appeared like those buddhist practise- food offerings to the god. Lol! We literally stared at that whole pot of hokkien mee & laughed hard till our legs turned jelly. HAHAHAHAHA! The serving size for that was almost for 6, not exaggerating, I swear ok!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Finally, He did not finish it and I even packed some leftover in a tupperware for his lunch tomorrow. I believe he'd learnt his lesson. Thank goodness I'm kind enough not to force him to finish everything. HAHAHAHA! Can't imagine my Dear being traumatized by the noodles. Lol!

My Dear is so cute. Love him so much!

Neutral

2010-07-07T18:42:00.007+08:00

School today was neither dull nor thrilling.
Participated my 80% during PE lesson today. Perspired profusely. Which means that I stinks now. Hahaha! I haven't take a shower yet. Opps!

After school, homed and changed. Then my Dear and I headed to West mall. Finally, he bought his black army sling bag.

Homed again, cooked Prata-wrapped chicken sausage for my Dear. (*His stomach was growling!)
:)

Any sacrificial is worthwhile as long as he's happy.

Forever love

2010-07-06T23:04:00.001+08:00

New blog skin. Isn't it nice? Yeah!

Today, forgot to bring my keys. Waited for about 30minutes at Lot1 for my Dear. He went home to change first.
Then, strolled around Lot1 and finally came to my house.

:)
Happy day.

Sing sang sung

2010-07-05T21:13:00.001+08:00

Madly K song at Party World Clementi today with my Dear!
Had so much fun with him.

I love him so much!!!

Calling for love, my love.

2010-07-04T21:13:00.005+08:00

Stayed home today to complete my homework and
Out of boredom, I began to watch a taiwanese drama;

呼叫大明星!

Remarkable storyline. It was so addictive to stare at 贺军翔! LOL! *Screams* Even though he grew a little fleshy but he's still as princely as before. Yeah!
Hehehe!

Having a date with my Dear tomorrow. Excited! ;)

Tears of joy

2010-07-03T23:54:00.006+08:00

Whoooa! Like 5 days didn't update my blog already!

Yesterday straight after night-study, went to my Dear's house to bath, etc.
Went to find my Dear at YewTeePoint afterwards & slacked at a nearby void-deck with his friends.
Slacked till around 2am and went for supper. Hehe.
Then back to my Dear's house and watched the world-cup. Was mad boring and shortly, I dozed off lying on my Dear's lap.
HAHAHA!
Next morning we woke up at 9am!
Sesame glutinous ball for breakfast! Yeah! ;)

Today's school carnival really sucks! Didn't get to use up all of my coupons.
Left school at around 3pm and went to CauseWayPoint with my Dear boy.
Bumped into Camilla and gang at the entrance so we joined them instead of supporting our classmates who involved in a recycling competition.

Camilla got up from the wrong side of the bed today! Everything went so wrong for her. Damn dispiriting! :(

Down to B.Batok CSC for pool then! Izzat and my Dear were so comic! LOL! Couldn't stop laughing! HAHAHAHAHAHA! After that went to my Dear's house till around10pm and my Daddy sent me home.

<3>I love my Dear boy forever. I will never let him go. :-*

2010-06-28T19:01:00.006+08:00

Just one word to describe today's school- Tedious.
Didn't sleep well last night, that's why.

Straight home after school with my Dear boy and cooked instant noodles for him. :)
After which accompanied him home to change and went to Lot1 interchange for a haircut.

FUCK.
Freaking short bob again! That hairstylist did not ask me at what length i wanted it to be and he just carried on like he's cutting HIS OWN MAMA's HAIR. FUCK MAN. I don't even dare to look into the mirror NOW or else i will be so HORRIFIED. Btw from his accent, I conclude that that hairstylist was a Cheena MAN. ROAR! Added prejudices to China man.

It's TMD ugly!
My face is an absolute TO-MA-TO now! :'(

COL - Cry Out Loud! :"""(

However, my Dear boy's hairstyle turned out to be so remarkable.
Hehehe! Happy for him ;)

Love him to the maximum! :-*

Back!

2010-06-26T09:58:00.009+08:00

YEAY YEAY! Gonna meet my Dear today! Today!!
Last night didn't meet him cos after i reached home, i have to unpack my luggageS and such.
Miss him to the maximum! :(

Each time sitting on the bus, listened to those musics we used to listen together & i never failed to cry.

Day 1! 16.06 桃园(TaoYuan)

Left Singapore in the morning! Flight transfer at Hong Kong towards TaoYuan international Airport. Was arranged that my family will be earlier than the rest of the tour group, we were sent to a shopping mall in Tao Yuan, namely : Tai mall.
After dinner, crazily spamming texts with my Dear. Freaking miss him :'( Cried like a baby.

Day 2! 17.06 花莲(HuaLien)

(九份老街) JiuFen old street in the morning! Bought a Bicycle-Deck for my dear boy.
Visited a marble mountain. And our taiwanese tour guide went criticizing those cheeeena ppl. Hahaha! I can say, ALL/MOST cheeena ppl are ill-mannered.
Watched Taiwan "(原住民)Yuan zhu ming's" performances. To be frank, mad boring... LOL!
Night Market at Hua Lien for Dinner.

Day 3! 18.06 台东(Tai Dong) *Extreme hot weather; 35 Degrees Celsius*

Purchased the precious "(灵芝) Ling Zhi" and Deer foetus powder (It tasted like the chicken/pork floss). They were well-known for their super effectiveness and they are the best health product on earth. Obviously, they are freaking expensive. SGD$2k!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(垦丁)KENTING! Sped around the "Taiwan Dessert" with a JEEP. They got specifically fine sand at the beach, so they named that area "Taiwan dessert". Hahaha! Mad fun!
Humongous night market @ Kenting for dinner! The street was so thronged and congested with humans and vehicles. We could hardly move around!

Day 4! 19.06 高雄-台南 (Gao Xiong-TaiNan)

Pearl factory
(安平老街)An Ping Old Street for Lunch and shopping!
Sat a boat around the Oyster growing sea, (As seen on tv!) & Ate-all-want BBQ Oyster @ just SGD$12.50!
Dinner at (花园夜市) Hua-Yuan Night market!

Day 5! 20.06 (HAPPY 11th Month with Dear! :-* Muacks!)

台南 (TaiNan) Sat an old train towards a Farm! :) Fed the goats, piglets, horse, ducks and cows. Hahahahaha! They're cute but they stink!
Hot spring on a mountain. *MADLY SHUANG*
Bought the No.1 selling green tea leaves/powder from Taiwan. Hehehe! >
台中(Tai Zhong) 日月潭 (Sun Moon Lake)! Travelled around the Sun Moon Lake with a speed-boat and enjoyed the extremely scenic sunset! *cheers*
Slept in a resort which was literally ON THE SEA! SO COOL! & also damn romantic i tell you. Heheh! Karaoke after dinner. Hahahahaha!

Day 6! 台北 (Taipei) 21.06

A royal jelly profession selling place, bought a few facial essence.
台北(TAIPEI) Doreamon Amusement park!
A weird temple
Check in a 6 stars hotel! Guess what, TAIPEI FULLERTON! ;)
Settled down and straight down to 'Wu fen pu' for shopping.
Night Market for dinner! Ate the 臭臭锅, Superb!
WALKED back to that luxurious hotel on our own @ 11pm. We took 50 minutes and we nearly lost our way. Hahahahaa!

Day 7! 22.06

A weird temple with weird soldiers marching around! HAHAHA!
Visited a '(比丘) Bi-Chiu' gallery, & went for fortune telling. Wow! So amazed with their ultimate accuracy.
(中正纪念堂) Zhong zheng memorial hall
(西门町) Xi Men Ding for lunch at 'Modern Toilet' and shopping spree!
(士林夜市) Shi-lin night market for dinner! :)

Day 8! 香港 HONG KONG! 23.06

Checked in to Panda hotel at (荃湾) Tsuen Wan and went to the (女人街) lady's street. We requested not to follow the itinerary.
HEH! Unluckily, it rained so heavily that we have to hail for a cab back to our hotel at around 7pm. :(
Stomach-ache like crazy, diarrhea 5 times a day. Power or not? Yeap.

Day 9! 24.06

A fishing village and sat a sam-pan around and guess what! I saw Andy lau's CRUISE! Is anyone jealous? Hahahahahaha!
Visited a 'don't know what name' Bay for sight seeing, saw Jackie Chan & Liang chau wei's house! Their building was allocated right beside the sea and it's far away, on a mountain. Freaking richhhh!!! Please! It's appoximately SGD$1 million for just one tiny tiny apartment there. HAHAHA! *Dreaming*
Free & Easy! Went to Granville street for shopping and sat Mrt back to that super cute PANDA hotel!
Hongkong is exactly like Singapore! Omg! Just that SG doesn't have numerous mountains around like HongKong. SG has the one and only, Bukit Timah Hill! HAHAHAHAHA!

Day 10! 25.06

HOME SWEET HOME! I miss my dear and my bed! Muacks! :-*

I am back, safe and sound! Yeah! :) Heard that Singapore was flooded recently. Omg! O.O

2010-06-16T02:02:00.003+08:00

Leaving Singapore tomorrow!
Awww.
I'll cry. Confirm. :"( Missing Dear now, already.
It's 2am now. Just hung up phone with my husband.
I'm not gonna sleep. Hahaha! Have to wake up 4am! OMG!
Haish. I'd rather stay awake. :)

I shall be positive a little isn't it? Should i be happier?
Thinking that i couldn't be by my Dear's side for ten days seriously agonized me.
I felt so apologetic. I don't know why. Guess thinking that I couldn't be there for him when he needs me sounds bad right? Ahhh. :'(

I love him forever. Throughout my life, there isn't someone who really understood my character LIKE HIM. He's fated to be my husband. Oh Yehha! Forever & ever love love love!

Bon voyage to me. Special thanks to my Hubby, Sisters and Friends for your kind wishes. I'll be back in one piece on 26th June.

Love! Goodbye.

2010-06-14T21:23:00.007+08:00

Today isn't another ordinary day because i spent it with my Dear, Andre.
So i call it special. Yehha. Twists*

Didn't follow our initial plan of cooking at my place due to some unforeseen circumstances- Dear's momma tailed him out. Aww. Ruin everything! Roar.
So, met my Dear at Lot1 instead.
Snacked at Pasar Malam. Yehha! Shared a packet malay 'YOU TELL' with my Dear. Hahahahahaha!
Then went to the library and used Dear's laptop.
Taught him how to illegally download songs from baidu.com and then snacked at that pasar malam again. Yehha. We again, shared the Japanese Salmon pizza and Swedish Grilled Chicken Kebab. Mad bloated! Yehha!
Walked home to improve my digestion. Hahahahhaha! Yehha~

Packed my stuff already. Yehha!
Don't have to fumble for clothes at the last minute.
Bleah bleah bleah. Yehha!

:) Sucha happy day with my Dear!

2010-06-14T10:41:00.002+08:00

Two more days to Taiwan & HongKong!

Ahhh. Mad excited and at the same time, sad :(
Exactly 10 days cannot see my Dear. Haish. I will definitely miss him like crazy. I see him almost everyday and if one or two days i can't get to see him, i went really insane. Imagine, TEN DAYS. O.O

Mixed feelings. Hais.

Today's Chew Birthday celebration was cancelled due to several personal reasons.
Going out with Dear this afternoon. Hahaha. Gonna spend more time with him before i leaving Singapore. Muacks. :-*

Loves.

2010-06-13T09:37:00.002+08:00

Mr. Aliffy's wedding.
"Have a nice and memorable night!" I said this to him yesterday. Hahahahahaa!

A pity that XY didn't get to attend the wedding cos the food was nice. Awww. Haha! Was actually my first time attending a malay wedding. My thoughts: Quite boring, but with my Dear, sisters and friends around i guess it was still acceptable. Just that we weren't really entertained. Eat and Camwhore only. Hahaha.
When it was the most important part of the ceremony ; the Groom have to pass all the difficult sections from the bride's sisters before walking right through the red carpet and reach his bride. (Quite similar to chinese wedding as we called this the 姐妹关) Hahaha. That was so cool.

After the wedding, XL, TL and I went to Lot1 while Cam went down town with Hafiz and gang.
At Lot1's toilet, helped TL with her eye make up. Then we, the 3 maids intended to send each other home to philippines, calling each other MOM, quarrelling. LOL! So funny! Went home at around 6 30pm, and then to my GrandMa house for dinner! :)

Yay. Happy day.

2010-06-11T21:40:00.002+08:00

Argh.
I have been muttering to myself, "What to wear to Mr. Aliffy's wedding? What to wear to Mr. Aliffy's wedding?" since last week? Lol!
And today, i finally found an answer to my own question.

Yay.

Shopped at Bugis/Orchard Central with JooTing and Chew today!
Hahaha. Met them at Yishun MRT station as they went for job interview earlier.
Bought a damn formal satin jumper. It looks damn funny with fluffy designs at the front.
& a woody (not in toy story ok!) platform wedges from Trendy Zone. (Served by XL :D)

Bought a packet of Fried Chicken from 'I love taimei', went all the way down to Yew Tee and pass it to my Dear. Miss him so much. :(

2010-06-10T11:03:00.003+08:00

Class BBQ today. Cheers!
Yesterday went to Joo Ting's house with Dear and took our class tee first. Yay!
& Today we'll be wearing damn identical outfit. Lol!

I painted my nails dark blue! Mad slutty! Hahaha! didn't expect that blue to be so fugly. :( argh. and i lost my nail remover. God damn suay.

Hope it doesn't rain today. *pray hard*

<3

2010-06-09T09:49:00.003+08:00

Night cycling.

32km is a damn fucking long way & it seems endless while riding on the bike. You felt like you're generating some kinda machine's gear, continuously. Afraid to stop, afraid to lose your momentum.
My butt was freaking aching as well as my thighs.

What the fuck is wrong with my fucked up bike, Why can't I move even faster when i tried to increase my paddling range to the point i can't feel that force to the wheels? I'm like stucked and fucking exhausted halfway through when others were all ahead of me. I concentrated on cycling fast at first. Then i came to realised that my wheels are smaller compared to the others. Due to my fucking itchy hands - I went to change a smaller bike before the ride, with smaller wheels means that i have to paddle twice as much as the others to travel the same distance. I am fucking retarded not to think of that! Besides that, my seat was so freaking low that my arms can hit my knees while cycling, which means that i have to exert even more force to cycle. I am fucking retarded again! I came to realise this when i was reaching the destination in the next 2km, then Jia En and Bryan, my savior adjusted my seat for me and i could finally cycle at ease but still a little strenuous.
Until i reached my destination, Xiao Yu said that the gear in my bike might have been adjusted till the 'tougher to ride' mode when i said that i had difficulties riding. FUCK MY LIFE MAN. I didn't know that there's this kinda stupid adjustment. I am so ignorant. Lol.

I hate cycling. I feel nauseous to just look at any fucking bike.
This was the second time in my life to feel so helpless. First was the abseiling @ Republic Poly with that fucked up female instructor who nearly took my life. CCB.

:)
Thanks darling for sending me home after everything. Love you!

2010-06-08T12:15:00.000+08:00

Omg. Today's weather forecast indicates that there'll be rain and scattered thunder storms at night.

Night cycling! Oh man!

2010-06-07T22:17:00.002+08:00

Oh God. I am starting to hate blogging. I think it's a waste of time. Lol. i rather tweet. It's fast and efficient. Should i delete my blog or go idle?

Today.
Movie at Lido, Shaw house. Nice movie, Prince of Persia. Thoughout the movie, i was so astonished and god-damn startled as i grabbed my Dear's arm real tight when it hits the climax or rather, the fighting scenes.

After which, strolled around Ion Orchard and we had a hard time finding a suitable place to settle down. End up having dinner at Far East Plaza. We were sucha a big group you see. It's kinda annoying to be in School Uniform down town. I don't like it! Obviously. To strangers, we were just like Lady Gaga in bizarre outfit. Hahaha! Straight home after dinner.

Tomorrow.
Night cycling. What should i wear? Hmms.

:)

I miss my Dear. right now.

2010-06-05T10:06:00.004+08:00

What a blissful day! :)

Yesterday after isp, went home to change and out again.
Met Dear at CCK Control station and accompanied him to his GrandMa house at West Coast.
His cousin lent him a laptop for like a few months? He took a bundle of chinese dumplings home and Dear shared one of them with me. Thumb's up! It's actually peranakan dumplings and it's sweet! Damn nice i tell you.

Straight to Lot1 library after that, Dear's sister wanted to connect Wireless@Sg for internet with that laptop. Out of boredom, Dear and I browsed a huge stack of cookbook. Lol.
At around 6 3opm, Dear's momma called him and he gotta go. Guess what? His momma invited me to his house for dinner. *shy* Hahaha. After which, his momma went to attend a funeral at Sengkang.
At approximately 8pm, Dear and I went to Yew Tee Mrt Station as Dear have to continue his Bus concession. Hand in hand, we strolled around the Pasar-Malam. Shared a bowl of heavenly Chendol with Dear on the way home. Hahaha. We sang oldies aloud and passer-bys were literally staring at us. LOL! 甜蜜蜜~你笑得甜蜜蜜好像花儿开在春风里开在春风里~ 在哪里在哪里见过你你的笑容这样熟悉我一时想不起啊~~在梦里~~

My dad fetched me home at 10 30pm. :D Yeepee!

How do I live without Andre? My heart is occupied by him.

Happiest day!

2010-06-03T21:10:00.004+08:00

Cooked lunch (Pasta) for my Dear today. Haha.
Stayed at my place throughout the afternoon and sent him home in the evening.
I love him forever.

I wanna introduce this awesome song to everyone. Hahaha! Got the 'attitude' in it. Damn cool.

A-Lin (黄丽玲) - 一不爱二不休

天大的谎言一直不断的上演
你曾经给的承诺有几个真的实现
太多次的考验让人整个无言到如今
我不要我不肯我不能我不愿再听你狡辩

* 不必多说只要一句爱或不爱
我不想听暧昧闪烁的对白
不要试探不要再那么不知好歹
一不爱二不休才痛快
* 不必多问只要一句爱或不爱
我不想再漫无止境的等待
如果你再继续摇摆
我宁愿不要你的爱

天大的谎言一直不断的上演
你曾经给的承诺有几个真的实现
太多次的考验让人整个无言到如今
我不要我不肯我不能我不愿再听你狡辩

* 不必多说只要一句爱或不爱
我不想听暧昧闪烁的对白
不要试探不要再那么不知好歹
一不爱二不休才痛快
* 不必多问只要一句爱或不爱
我不想再漫无止境的等待
如果你再继续摇摆
我宁愿不要你的爱

~ 不能永远爱我就还我自由
别说还能够当朋友
一不爱二不休我不要模棱两可

* 不必多说只要一句爱或不爱
我不想听暧昧闪烁的对白
不要试探不要再那么不知好歹
一不爱二不休才痛快
* 不必多问只要一句爱或不爱
我不想再漫无止境的等待
如果你再继续摇摆
我宁愿不要你的爱

Excluded

2010-06-02T18:20:00.006+08:00

I admit that I felt really disgusted when i was being left out. It is hurtful to be isolated (esp. by close friends), & I believe no one in this world will like it. People with similar experiences will definitely nod in agreement with me now. No hard feelings. This was a small issue anyway, I don't wish this post to trigger any gossips or controversies. Let the bygones be bygones alright. :)

My purpose writing this post is not to make a peevish complain, rather I would want to make it practical.

How to get over being left out?

Steps!
1) Make sure you're not exaggerating. Often, you may think you're alone, when maybe your friends are sick or even feel the same way.

2) Try to become involved with people by asking "Want to do something this weekend?" or "Would you like to go to the movies with me?" (But never ask them 'what they are doing' and hint at the fact that you would like to be included).

3) Message your friends something simple like "Hey, what have you been up to?" Or "I thought I'd text you because it's been a while". If they reply with a nice and friendly response, most likely they are feeling the same way. If they reply with a short or distant message, try making conversation with them. If they still don't respond as they would normally, don't push it.

4) Organize a day out with friends, whether it's Ten Pin Bowling or Ice Skating or even the movies, something that everyone likes and that you can chat during or after. Be cheerful and happy towards your friends while you're out.

5) If these people don't want to hang out, find other people to be friends with. The only way to make friends is by getting out and talking to people.

6) If you cannot, then make other plans; get yourself occupied with something else. You can try the relaxation method, which would be to take a long bath, and make it really really nice with bubbles and everything. Also try watching a happy TV show. You can try the "busy" approach,which is by occupying yourself with jobs, like baby sitting. It would truly get your mind off the thing you're excluded from.

7) Plan events for the future. Do not exclude your friends that didn't invite you, but just invite other people. It'll surprise them and show them that you have other friends, too.

8) Do what makes you happy. Try self indulging, like get your hair or nails done. Go shopping. Do something that will make you feel better about yourself.

9) Also show people a unique trick or something you can do that someone else can't do, this will interest them more.

10) If you are being excluded, don't ever feel that there is something wrong with you. You shouldn't try to change yourself for somebody else. It's the other person's problem, not yours.

11) It could be that you and your friends need to be away for a while, but you will soon have the relationship you did before.

12) Spend time with family!

Credits to WikiHow

2010-05-27T19:04:00.002+08:00

I am so nervous for Monday's MT 'O' Level exam! OMG!
Gonna study now! (:

hahaha, finally saved enough money to buy a pool cue for Dear today @ Peninsula.
Yeay! Hope he's happy about it and excited for the first use.
After that, he went to my house and watched a HK Gangsterism Movie together.

Loo Yan Qi is married to Andre Teo Wei Feng! :-*

2010-05-25T19:02:00.005+08:00

I am fucking selfish. I hate myself.

Dear have been extremely good to me.
He loved me so much and sacrificed so much for me.
In turn, I took it for granted.
I am only concerned about myself myself & myself. When my expectations were unfulfilled, i will definitely turn gloomy. Trying to express how unsatisfied and angry i was.
I suck thoroughly.

It is so damn hurtful and discouraging to be 'compared'. I jolly well knew it.
How suck and demoralised the feeling will be. How irksome the feeling will be.
I never tried to put myself in his shoes. I even threw sucky tantrums.

He teared so heart-brokenly.
If not i will never know how hurtful and self-centred i was.
I seriously think that I am the worst person on Earth.
I hope it's not too late to come to my senses. I am truly sorry.

My darling must have suffered a lot silently. :(
I owe him a sincere apology.
I swear will try to amend all my flaws from today onwards. Action speaks louder than words. I shall use actions to prove my words.

I had found my true love. He is Andre Teo Wei Feng.

I love him forever.

2010-05-22T23:47:00.005+08:00

Went to ClarkeQuay with Dear today, Central.
Bought a small packet of Sticky Rock Candies! Mad love but after consuming it the whole day as in sucking it the whole day, i feel nauseous now. Lols.
Sat bus down to Bugis after that. Went Iluma and there were so many stuff caught my eye!
Snacked, Chatted, Laughed together with Dear.
My love for him can't be described over words. Hahaha! :-* It's much more than 'I really really really really LOVE him.' <3

Met XL Laopo after that, at her brother's house at Senja.
Chat, Exercise (LOL!), Chat, Mahjong, Hairdos. Fun fun fun!
It's a pity that i must leave when my Daddy came to drive me home @ 10pm.

Muacks! :-*

2010-05-22T09:59:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was a fruitful day.
After school, went home and down to Lot1 & buy a DVD and afterwards, Dear came to my house for movie. That movie was mad drab. It's about vampire, again. In love with vampire movies recently but that movie i bought yesterday totally disappoints me. It seemed to have no climax. Lol. Lack of humour and perverted. It was NC16 and that shopkeeper didn't even bother checking my IC. Haha.
We bought a tub of Tiramisu Ice-Cream and shared throughout the movie. In fact i only took 2 spoonful and Dear should be thankful that i didn't whine about it at all! Lol.

After the movie, watched a series of supernatural videos of "Scariest places on Earth" on youtube. *thumbs up*

At night from 6 45pm till 9pm, together with Dear and his gang, we attend Mr. Tan's extra chinese lesson in school. God damn benefiting from his lesson!

After the lesson, Dear mischievously played the ringtone of the cackling of pontianak as it echoed in the dark school & it chilled me! Briskly walked home. Hahaha!

:)

2010-05-19T20:59:00.003+08:00

When the clock strikes 00 05 tonight, It'll be our 10th month! ♥

The best song i can use to convey my feelings is, "Nothing's gonna change my love for you."

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

-

I ♥ You Andre.

2010-05-17T18:42:00.001+08:00

He said, "Quarrelling is one of our way of communication..." & I nodded with agreement! Lol.

♥

2010-05-15T10:09:00.006+08:00

It's a long and heart-warming love journey...

I chose to compromise because i love him.
I don't want to argue who's right or wrong even though i uphold moral rightness.
I feel that in a relationship, whether to have conflict or not, it lies on both party.
Whenever i am in bad mood, i tend to show bad attitude to him or vice versa. Occasionally to the extend that we'll end up having a cold war. It's unhealthy. When tension is built, without a strong relationship, It's extremely hard to overcome.

After so many so many controversies with my Dear, recently we found out something different among us. It's magical. When there's unhappiness, each of us will actually sort out the problems and then solve it together, OR we'll accept tolerantly and let the matter rest without a word. We had been together for so long and we understand each other's character very well, that's why. So it's almost impossible to break us up. That's true love. I love him till eternity :-*

I feel that it's kinda rare my sisters and friends would hear about my relationship status. So i decided to share. :)

I must cherish him!

2010-05-12T21:49:00.002+08:00

Yes, Mid-Year Exams finally ended today (For AddMaths students) HAHA!

Relieved relieved. A big no no! 'O' Levels are coming ahead.
Should i start revising soon? Umm, I don't want to take the papers again next year.

I'm not gonna say a word. I don't want any prejudices. Your actions will speak for you. Be truthful to others.

I hope this doesn't backfire on me.

2010-05-09T09:21:00.003+08:00

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!
I love my MahMah! She's smart, loving and caring. Love love love!!! :-*

Haha, gonna have relatives' gathering at Park Mall, Pork mall tonight. HAHAAHA! Mongolian BBQ BUFFET! *slurp! Omg, Mussels mussels mussels!!! O.O LOL.

Before that, Studying at Dear's House ! HEHEHE!

2010-05-08T11:04:00.002+08:00

Argh. Have been blogging lesser and lesser.
God damn pressurized :(

Considering that my 'O' lvls are approaching, i felt so tensed up.
Especially for my Mathematics. My brother even said : "You're dead for sure this year! Last year's Elementary Maths Paper was piece of cake! Which means that this year's paper will definitely give you a hard time."
As there's this saying that the difficulty level of 'O' level Maths paper goes alternatively annually.

It's a method of life. Accept it. Afterall I'm not the first to go through all this, I should continuously endeavor if i want to have a taste of success.
You reap what you sow.

Alright, anyway, Next tuesday please stay tuned to Channel 8 at 10.30PM to witness my Uncle and Aunt's love story on Tuesday Special Report! Even Mediacorp was moved by their story. Hahaha! Regret if you missed it!

2010-05-03T10:44:00.002+08:00

'm buried with books.
might just die with them, who knows?
Stressed. Boredom.

Hoohoo! Revision day again!
Today studying with my Dear. Hehehees.
Yeepee! :D

Added several awesome songs in my music player. Haha, YEAH! *upup!*

2010-05-01T10:39:00.003+08:00

Yesterday intended to watch IP-MAN2 with my Dear but end up didn't, cause there isn't student price at the eve of labour day. Hehes. So it was postponed till next week (: Haha!
After lunch my Dear called Hafiz and he suggested that we all slack together at Teck Whye.
Haha. Then Camilla, Razi, Fahry, Hafiz, Dear and I all settled down at a void-deck, and played that stupid pig game. First time playing and I was the first to attain Pig Level 5. Oh wth. And the forfeit was to pluck 10 different coloured leaves. -.- Mad lame. Oink.

Till around 6 plus 7, Camilla went home and we all headed Lot1. HAHA. Then Fahry went home, Razi went to his Grandma house, and at a void-deck again, near my house, Hafiz, Dear and I slacked till 8PM and Dear sent me home. HAHAHAHA.

Today studying with my Dear at Lot1 and after that, I'm accompanying him to Lion-Dance Training. Hahahas. Muacks :-* !

Happy, by Leona Lewis.

Verse 1:
Someone once told me you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't cha take chances
Might feel that pain
Don't cha love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy But safe as could be

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break don?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
I'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be, happy

Verse 2:
Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear
All these days i feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me outta here
I can't stand by your side
Watch this life pass me by, pass me by

Bridge:
So many terms that i can't see
Like I'm a stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything

(:

2010-04-29T20:48:00.003+08:00

argh. seriously hate to blog with my phone. mad lag please! whatever.

oh, regarding my english papers today, I am damn satisfied that I had completed my papers on time without rushing through
and scribble rubbish on my scripts! haha. *upup* regardless a pass or fail, I will use a positive mindset to face it. (: I don't have high expectations for myself.

2010-04-26T19:58:00.004+08:00

I have my own stand and sensibilities. I detest being restrained.

Impudence.
If you fucking don't know me/us well, please don't act as if you do. Utterly shameless, you still have the cheek to bad-mouth us. You're just making a fool of yourself. Slut.
I have been refraining my urge to fucking slap you. Please look forward for this indulgence. Haha. Retaliate all you want. I don't give a shit. You started out all this poppycock FIRST. Bitch.

Fucked up.

2010-04-25T18:01:00.006+08:00

A year of sistership officially ended yesterday.
I deliberated for one whole night and decided to forgive her.
Regardless ordinary or good, she'll still be my friend.

Frankly speaking, I felt sad.
I still miss her and trying very hard to accept that she's gone.

"Friendship is not about whom you have known the longest. It's about who came, and never left your side."

2010-04-24T11:32:00.003+08:00

That was such a malicious act. It was so unbelievable that I am actually forcing myself to accept the fact that a cute girl like you can be so evil and dangerous. -lying to us from the very start. sorry we really don't deserve this. we were so truthful to befriend you and yet you...Hais. Fine, you will
have to bear with the consequences. so disappointing. Hais. :(

2010-04-22T23:06:00.004+08:00

Caught a NC16 movie with my Dear, XiangLing, Fishy, Malcolm, ChunHo, Joshua and ZhiGuang.

Yes, MONGA! Love the male lead. He is dashing. Hahaha.

2010-04-22T20:58:00.006+08:00

Gossips. Hearsay.
Standing far, i see and hear my loves being so dispirited, holding grudges, struggling etc.
It's actually so simple. Solve it, let the matter rest or just ruin it.

I really don't know. We had all gone through so many so many years together. We appeared to be so strongly bonded, but in fact it's not. Why?
Are we at the brink of splitting up? :'( Sad.

2010-04-17T09:56:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was a 'Laughing My Ass Out' day. Almost like laughing the whole day. Thanks to my Dear and Hafiz. LOL!

Initially our plan was to play pool at CSC but due to no vacancy for like 2hours, we left.
Went straight to West Mall KFC and had our lunch there.
Then, Time Zone (Arcade)! Yeepee.
Exchange money for fun again. HAHAHA! Emptied my purse! :(

We also went to Shop & Save. HAHAHAHAHA. Hafiz damn hilarious. He claimed that his mother bought every item there for him. Real or not? No idea. hahaha.
My Dear and Hafiz made me burst out laughing almost every second. Lols.
Damn funny.

Then met Fishy and Malcolm outside Mos Burger. Had a pleasant chat for like 20mins(?) , then we splitted up and went our own ways. I sent my Dear to Jurong East as he was having dinner with his mum at Clementi. Muacks muacks muacks.

2010-04-14T19:19:00.003+08:00

You belong with me.

I swear i will never get angry again whenever you are on bad mood and starts to be mad at me, darling. I am sorry. You're just so/too good to me. I take back all my words to XL today during English Lesson. Oh God, i felt remorseful. Sorry sorry. I love you baby. Muacks Muacks Muacks Muacks Muacks! :-*

I hate being down on fever! I am so stuck in between whether to take medicine/Chill Pill or not!
If i did, i will sweat like a drug addict. Wth! Just like now! Hurhur! Hot Hot!
If i don't, my face will be madly heated up and if you have past experience, you will know that when you breathe, your nostrils will feel the heat too! Like your nose is steaming some kinda "pao". I love "tou sha bao"! Haha! Yeah! And my body will be shivering like hell, as if i am in the fridge-frozen compartment ok. Oh what the hell.

Mad torturous! :(

WO BU YAOOOOO! *sob sob*

2010-04-13T18:21:00.003+08:00

Omg . I hate ECLIPSE mints, spearmint. I actually puked after continuous consumption just now. OMG! I thought it supposed to have laxative effects? HAHAHA!

2010-04-10T23:40:00.008+08:00

We had barrel of fun at K.box (Cineleisure) TODAYYY!
Got high & sang on top of our voice for like 2 hours and finally worn out. HAHAHA!
From 2.30PM all the way to 6PM. :) YAY.

The darn bill was double the amount we expected. They cheated our money. Haha. Partly it was our fault. We didn't check the price accurately beforehand as we assumed that there were no extra charges. God, two medium bowls of snacks cost wow-wow $14. We were not given the chance to reject anyway. WTH. It was mainly their fault because their crew had shown severely bad attitude towards us today. Damn her. As we approached her to ask for more information about the bills, she f. grew impatient. Dah. Money matters hor.

HAHA. anyway i did enjoy myself a lot today.
Speedy Recovery for Fishy's sore throat and cough. Muacks!

2010-04-10T09:47:00.002+08:00

(Self-reflection)

"Loo Yan Qi. You are so blessed and can you please stop taking him for granted?
Don't wait till you lose your precious then you start to regret. It's just too late."

Yes i swear i will cherish him :-* I love him for life.

2010-04-08T15:36:00.012+08:00

Oh. I am falling senile already.
I totally forgotten that Fishy didn't bring her keys and she have to stay out. OMG. I am so sorry! My Dear was rushing to send me home and i got so wrought up to go off. Thousand apologies Fishy! :( Hymp. *Bang head on wall*

Oh my dear is super sweet to me today. Hah. He treated me somewhat like a pregnant lady.
XL witnessed it. love him lots! Hehehehehehehhhehe...

Today my English Teacher went mad again. Yes again! She is mentally retard. Fucking attitude problem and unreasonable. She even threw away our Vocab Test Paper yesterday. I am absolutely intolerant of her. My hatred towards her have been accumulating since she absurdly maligned my Dear. My biggest mistake in my life was to think that she is a good teacher at first. And her excuse to fling our test papers into the RUBBISH bin was just because she felt that it was unneccessary!!! WTF! She don't even bother considering if we students need it for future reference. She don't appreciate we students so why should we show any respect to her? She don't even fit to be a teacher with her resentful impatience.
Her actions of dumping our work has proven her poor teaching attitude.

We all have had enough of her nonsensical demands.
She don't give good & clear explainations and she have such high expectations on us. If we students fail to accomplish it, she'll start barking away or compare our standard with her other classes! Also, she always use 'lodging a complaint to the Principal or DM' to control us. All her yellings was to no avail. We don't give a shit la. Whenever we were given tasks to complete, she will keep on emphasizing that if we couldn't complete at the end of the lesson we must stay back after school... blah blah blah, and she'll endlessly yak and yak and yak. CERTAINLY SHE HAS NO COMMON SENSE AT ALL. We students are so fucking distracted and annoyed. Not only that, she'll chant for like 20 minutes & our time to complete our work will be distinctly shrinked! My Dear Hero, Andre confronted her yesterday and again, he got reprimanded. WTF is wrong with her!? Whatever! She still can't change the fact that she is continuously wasting our time. Nb.

She sucks.

Hell yes, I want another English Teacher!
God, why am i even wasting 5 minutes to type about her here?

2010-04-05T20:33:00.001+08:00

God, LooLoo is studying despite of SO-MANY distractions and temptations!

Power!

2010-04-04T17:22:00.000+08:00

I treat people the way they treat me.
Same goes for negligence.

2010-04-04T13:42:00.019+08:00

Pissed.

Why can't i imagine? Imagination isn't real, as in it doesn't exist in real life at all!
Everyone has their own imagination and i can't figure out why people kept urging me to stop it.
I have to clarify that mere imagination can never distort my character. It's not that wow-wow destructive for a person's brain cells for god sake.

I am being imaginative but i am not faking myself. I am borned to use my brain a lot for crazy thoughts.
I tend to tell people that i am a Pisces and i LOVE LOVE LOVE to visualize interesting things around me. That's a FACT. Not putting on an act. In my post earlier, i had stated that that scandal occurrence is an "IF" so clearly. So there's no reason why is there people judging those events i imagined whether it will occur or not on behalf of whoever. If you missed it, that's your own problem lah.

If you were to comment on my post out of concern, i can grant pardon to you and i am here to tell you now, I am extraordinarily well & my mental health is not yet on the blink. *Thanks and Bow* However, you mentioned indirectly that i was pretending to be imaginative!

I FREAKING DID NOT KEEP THINKING THAT I WAS A PISCES & THEN I ACTED OUT TO BE SO IMAGINATIVE!

Probably in your eyes i am already such a pretentious person.

Alright, I shouldn't even bother to explain further.
I apologise for using such harsh words but i seriously cannot tolerate accusation. I believe that no one does.

2010-04-03T11:56:00.002+08:00

I got a strong urge to withdraw.

2010-04-03T09:10:00.004+08:00

Don't act like you are someone superior MF please.
So what if little things irks you? It's like, who cares?
Even if people cares, they will try to eliminate it because probably they are intimidated by your bitchiness.
So if you makes me feel fucking disgusted, will you be out of my life?

Argh. That seemed so impossible.

Fuck it lah.
Torturous to live with her under one roof.

2010-04-01T15:11:00.016+08:00

I love the rain.

After walking in the rain for like 10 minutes today. Many events flashed through my mind.
Especially those dramas when a relationship has came to an end due to the guy being unfaithful, the girl-victim will always roam about in the rain pathetically and the malicious third party will always give her a vicious look from the back, & still seducing that male bastard-love-deceiver.

What if it happens to me?

I will cry hard in the rain. It makes such a good lie. If my friends question me, i can shrug them off easily by saying, i didn't cry, it was the acid rain which caused my eyes to sore and watery! Before that, i will disfigure that slut and maybe sew her cheebye. LOL. whatever. I am so aggressive! Too bad, there's this saying : Treating your rivals kind-heartedly is equivalent to be cruel to yourself!

So random. I am bored. Lol.

2010-03-28T18:38:00.002+08:00

LADY GAGA IS A SATANIST.
OMG.
She has indeed shown illuminatic/satanic symbolisms in her music videos, after my researches!

This is a symbol of illuminati : 666 satan.

You can read more at THIS WEBSITE as i don't want to plagiarize. It is about her music video, Bad Romance. It's nerve wrecking.

What's SATAN? In Dictionary.com, it is defined as,

-Noun- The chief evil spirit, the great adversary of humanity; the devil.

You can never believe this.

In reverse playing of most of her songs, there are many hidden meanings. Eg. Her worship of satan, spell, etc... Something spiritual.

About Satanism, (Credits to wikipedia)

Its teachings are based on individualism, self-control, and "eye-for-an-eye" morality, drawing influences from rituals... etc/

It's very interesting but it might be destructive.

To be continued...

2010-03-24T23:00:00.003+08:00

My 501th post.

Haha,
Obviously in love.
That person eats a lot. Gobbling food. Snacked with the widest grin on her face without considering her increasing mass and size horizontally.

That's me. God, i wanna lose some weight before i burst.

2010-03-21T10:36:00.004+08:00

Hahaha. I miss my laptop.

First thing first! The Taiwan trip!!!
So much fun that i felt despondent on the day of return. Hurhur.

1st Day, 13rd March
Gathered with BPian travelling-troupe at Changi Airport T1.
Then! Chew,Cam and Fish came! They were here to send me off. DAMN TOUCHED! Chew teared. Love you, sisters! Muacks*
Board the plane at 4PM and switched flight at HK. Got to stay at HongKong airport for like 2hours? LOL. & i went, Bosco Wong Bosco Wong! HAHAHAHA!

Reach TaoYuanAirport at 12AM, and checked in to our Hostel. (Chung Hwa Telecoms Hostel, Taipei)
Hahaha. Slept at around 4AM?
Had insomnia due to the overwhelming free Taiwan dramas and variety show on TV!!!
LOL. Super excited man!

2nd Day, 14th March
Visited :

Taiwan traditional market (bought a few local snacks)
Took photo OUTSIDE Taipei 101. HAHAHAA!
Chiang Kai-Shek Memorial Hall
Taipei Discovery Centre
Super big Book-Store (And i found a rack selling all Taiwanese drama series Pictorial Book! *Screams*)
MT lesson @ night (The chinese taiwanese lecturer was one of the school's Principle. OMG!)

At night found that our hostel didn't have water heater for bathing, so went to YuanLi & Denise's Room every night. Thank you! :)

3rd Day, 15th March

Yang Ming Shan National Park (Enjoyed the scenic view of Colourful flowers and mountains!)
Jiu Fen Old Street (Bought quite a number of Magic Tricks! Eat and Eat and Eat!)
Exchange Programme with the Taiwan National University of Arts, Drama club! (They super duper dramatic and they have fantastic acting skills! I am sure that they are the drama idols-to-be!)

4th Day, 16th March

WangWang Times, Newspaper industrial Visit (COOL!)
Yuan Zhu Ming Museum
Bei Tou Hot Spring Museum
!!! TOUCHENG FARM STAY (for one night) !!! (Super duper love the place!!!! It is not only a place to relax, also serves as an excellent hands-on-experience place!) I will definitely go back! OMG!
Learnt how to make the 'Sky-Lantern' as we wrote our wishes on it and lit them up!

5th Day, 17th March

Hot Spring! (Damn hot! It was about 70 Degrees Celcius as we dipped our legs in. Argh, boiled legs! )
Nei-Shan Tea plantation (Learnt to pluck our own tea leaves & see them how they fry the leaves!)
San xia Old street (SHOPPING! HAHAHA!)
Dan shui Riverside
ShiLin Night Market! *Munch munch munch*

6th Day, 18th March

HOME SWEET HOME!

Hymp. I want to migrate to Taiwan! :)

On my birthday, 19th March! I would like to thank my sisters and friends who sent me birthday wishes! Dear and i went to Cineleisure for K-box! And we had lots of fun singing, screaming on the top of our voice and ROCK!!! HAHAHAHAHA. We were crazy!

I learnt something, Be easily satisfied with things around you and you'll always be happy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FISHY! Muacks! *bash bash bash*

2010-03-08T17:38:00.006+08:00

Fucked up.

I seriously feel that it's fucking unfair to scold someone anonymously. So what's your motive? The sitting duck doesn't even know what the fuck she had done that she deserves such criticism! You're fucking malicious. BRAT, I will not let you off easily.

2010-03-08T08:36:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went to Cause Way Point with my Dear!
Damn happy. Haha. It was like a rare chance to date with him.
First, reached there, he bought our movie tickets first.
Then he treated me lunch at BREEKS, which is beside Seoul Garden.
AWESOME! They have extravagant prices too, but I am sure to feast on there again!
Haha. Then went to ICHIBAN for that Chocolate Puff. Thumbs up*

We were extremely full. HAHA. Thanks Dear. Muacks!
After which, watch the movie, Being Human. Damn hilarious but there's also sorrowful parts which will make you weep. *sob sob*
At around 8PM, went to Courts to find my family and they bought a LCD TV and a fridge! YAY. HAHA.
Then went back to my new house. Hiahiahia. My bedroom is so beautiful! :)

Haha. Packing my clothes now. My mum is whinning and whinning about how much cutlery, plates and cups we have now. LOL. But the fact is that she is lazy!
Didn't attend school today coz i have to clean my new house. The floor was badly stained. Argh. #&^$*&#^#*$^##$**#^$

Alright, got to go! Or my ear drums will have the contingency to burst! (My mum is insane now.)

2010-03-01T21:24:00.005+08:00

First Day at Republic Poly for AEM course - Outdoor planning.

Tedious!
A bit of group activities and a whole lot of lecturings in the classroom.
Totally beyond my expectations. Initially i anticipated something enjoyable and relaxing, as it was right after our Common Test. It actually reversed! Grrr...

I dislike our facilitator. She fucking don't allow students to even utter a few words in her class. As she will go staring at the person sternly as if he/she owed her a few million dollars. She's just so unapproachable and unfriendly. I miss Mr.Ramlan . Hymp...

I felt so reluctant to attend school tomorrow.

2010-02-28T18:39:00.006+08:00

My words were always so coarse when i am ticked off.

I hate myself having poor impulse control.
Cherish it before it's too late, Yan Qi.

2010-02-28T09:48:00.003+08:00

Class 4A was invited to Mrs.Long's House yesterday!
She lived in a maisionette. Haha. Second level was restricted. So only got to explore the first level.
She treated us Nasi-Lemak, drinks and snacks and to express our gratitude, we bought a Famous Amos Hamper, Dennis's mum sponsored us a bouquet of Sunflower for her (the initial selling price was $48!), and we all gave Mrs.Long a big Red-packet with all our heart-warming greetings.

At her house, some of us played Taboo and it was great fun! HAHAHAHA.

After which, it was about 9.30PM and Fish, me, Dear and Guang cabbed down to CSC Batok, as Fishy went home. We proceeded to CSC's pool but it was full, so decided to wait for our turn. Meanwhile, we went to the bowling alley and Dear & Guang started playing bowling as i spectated.
Cabbed home at about 11.30PM :)

2010-02-26T15:19:00.003+08:00

This is my 494th post.

Gladly, Common test 1 had finally ended today.
Hadn't been sleeping well lately. Kept burning the midnight oil.

Didn't heave a sigh of relief as i knew clearly that the worst will arrive soon - Results.
I'm so gonna flunk my English as i didn't complete my compo writing!! G-O-S-H. So disappointed with myself, my brain, my writing hands...
Initially i WAS very confident. BUT at that moment when i was given the question paper and peered through, i started to tremble and my brain went blank. All the good words and phrases Ms Teoh taught had all gone like a person losing her memory!
& from this, i discovered something erratic about myself .

I can only write suitably when i am relaxed.

That means that when i am so uptight, i will rush through and formulate rubbish.

Argh. I hate myself.

:)
I am so excited for the Taiwan Immersion Trip! I will be sleeping with Melissa. Hahaha.

2010-02-20T12:46:00.005+08:00

IPAD!

Awesomeee! My ideal device designed with wi-fi, internet access, and everything nice!

It's super slim and its multi touch-screen!

I LOVE IT. I want it dearly!

The pricing,

With Wi-Fi,
16GB - $499
32GB - $599
64GB - $699

Yes, in USD. So in SGD, its around $ 1.6k. HAHA :)

2010-02-20T00:25:00.005+08:00

That teacher drove me to read about Tort Law about negligence from Wikipedia.
OMG. It increased my interest about Law and Management.
I would like to share it! :) Click that Tort Law above! :D
It's wordy, but informative.

To me, LAW is a perfect shield to protect myself & everyone! Yeah!

2010-02-19T23:09:00.008+08:00

I am seriously mad with an unreasonable teacher today.
She yelled at a student for no bloody reason.
Just because she was running out of time? (Please, fucking not accepted)
When a student had good intentions to remind the teacher that there was timed-practice today, she suddenly went insane and agitatedly, she bellowed across the class with that poor microphone to shut him up, and chased him out of the class.
What the fuck is this? I really love this word, WHAT THE FUCK?

When the student retorted, she blamed that he was rude first. And then HE was really provoked and retaliated. THAT teacher responded that she has the position to shout at students rudely. What is this? Come on! Who raised HER voice first and being barbaric? Can any lawyer please justify this for me?

This is so unfair.
When the teacher is in the wrong, why can't she just apologise that she had over-reacted? She simply claimed that she was right all way long and pushed the blame to that pitiful student.

WHY CAN'T WE STUDENTS POINT OUR FINGERS AT TEACHERS AND CENSURE THAT THEY TEACHERS DID NOT PERFORM MUTUAL RESPECTS TO STUDENTS, SO WHY why why MUST WE SHOW ANY RESPECT TO RUDE & ARROGANT TEACHERS?
What position matters? I don't bloody care. We are all humans, what a teacher has, we students have it too. Especially when it comes to a person's temper. It has its limitations too.
Why can't teachers put themselves in our students shoes?

This is an act of being self-centred.

She only bothers about herself and boasting about her own eminent accomplishments, where we students will go wow, applause and look up to her.

AND, she is very very very (extremely) ironic.
She prohibit other teachers to procrastinate their teaching time and eat into her lesson period, as she will go complaining about it throughout her lesson. Ironically, she will actually delay other teachers' teaching period for her own use too! It just happened today!
I know the situation of 'lacking of time' being inevitable, but when you don't give simple understandings to other teachers, you yourself shouldn't be performing it right? How absurd!

You are such an egotistic, hot-headed and unreasonable teacher.
Don't force me to spout words like, ' you don't fit to be a teacher.'
I will not falter to lodge a complaint if it gets worse.

2010-02-18T14:31:00.004+08:00

LOOLOO is afraid of dogs so didn't accompany my sisters to Club for Paws today. :(

Hymp. I don't want to get along with dogs or even tries to over my fear and hesitant towards animals. From young, i just feel so reluctant to even get near them. I'm borned like that! HAHAHA!
I agree that certain dogs are cute and smart, but i just don't like their smell or the way they drools. They just make me feel so ticklish and filthy.

Argh... I really hope that someone can understand my pain with dogs.
Erm... , it's just like caucasians' queasiness towards durians, a lizard creeping and shitting all over you, or probably it's how you shivered when you saw a ghosty figure in the witching hour.

Hahaha. A little too exaggerated but i really fear dogs!!!

2010-02-16T21:59:00.002+08:00

Rah rah ah ah ah mom mom mah mah mah ga ga wu la la...

Lunar New Year's Holidays are ending tonight!
Grrr.. It past me swiftly that i'm still having a holiday mood. HAHAHA.
Especially thinking of that Taiwan trip, super excited!

Erm, talking about my holidays,
I am having mixed feelings. Some days were enjoyable or acceptable however some were retard.

New Year Eve, Saturday
Went to my 5th Aunt's house for reunion LUNCH.
Had fun with my cousin's dog, Bebe. Gorgeous name please! Initially we were playing catching. Police and theif. I can't help yelling and yelling on the eve of the new year. Got reprimanded by my aunt! I'm afraid WHAT! New year should have a cheerful, high and noisy atmosphere what. Who will tahan a reunion lunch to be in pin-drop silence? HAHAHAHA! & my stupid cousin just can't tied it up until an accident happened. BEBE CHASED ME OUT OF THE HOUSE WITH ANOTHER COUSIN, AND SHE FELL.

HAHAHAHA! I won! Game over.

After which, went out for reunion dinner with my family again at Marina Bay.
AND LOR17 GEYLANG FOR SUPPER! Hahahaha! Durian supper! HIA HIA HIA!

Chinese New Year! 1st Day
Hahaha, stayed at home until about 3PM, went to Science Centre! HAHAHAHA. Unbelievable right.
Went for the Body world with my family, where they plastinate real human organs and display them. OH GOSH. Thank goodness no food and drinks. You will puke. I SWEAR! But its a very educational trip. Cost my Dad a bomb too. HAHAHA. I really look up to those donors. They actually donated they bodies to these doctors. BRAVOOO! And i saw a smokers lung. Last time i used to think that those irksome pictures on every packet of cigarettes were so fake and blah, but the lungs were real. REAAAALLLL! I-vowed-that- i-will-never-smoke-in-my-entire-life.
The gallery actually displayed the bisected lungs. OHHH GOD. Many many specks caused by tar and toxic gas. EEWWWW...GROSS.

Then, we went to Marina Barrage for dinner, but didn't manage to book the seating, so went to Sakura buffet at Clementi. I AM PUTTING ON A LOT A LOT OF WEIGHT. OH MY GOD. *SOB* I am on diet from tomorrow onwards!

2nd Day
In the afternoon went to my Grandma's house to "Bai Nian" , so what's the english translation? Pray year? ok, whatever lah. HAHAHA. Then evening when to meet my Dear at Yew Tee, and i went to his relatives' BBQ party. HAHAHA! Super fun! Supported Dear during the gambling, and he lost. Opps! His mother super lucky one! Kept winning and winning. HAHAHAS!

3rd Day, Today
Stayed at home for the entire afternoon for revision and homeworks.
At night went to Nova to look for lightings but didn't open. So went to Bukit Panjang Plaza for dinner.
Then home sweet home.

HAHAHA!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
I love blue more than RED!
HERH!

2010-02-14T11:39:00.002+08:00

匿名的好友, 杨丞琳

独送昏暗不离的风回忆里被爱
那股激动天色好红
温柔好浓在胸口浮现你的面容

一起活在这城市里更提起你名字
心还跳动却没重逢
只留下碰却又不敢碰的那种激动

也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
该怎么说让彼此选择但思念还转动

*不能握的手从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
与你无关泪自行吸收
不能握的手却比亲人更亲厚
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的温柔最温柔

当又一次美梦落空回忆里被爱
那股激动天色好红
温柔好浓在胸口浮现你的面容

也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
那是什么让彼此选择
又不仅是尊重

*不能握的手从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
却决心和你不再联络
不能握的手却比爱人更长久
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的拥有最永久

:)